No More Beating As one

She was no longer precious to me… I guess my hate grew much stronger than my love for her ever did (I was) so tired of chasing that person who made me feel loved and as we were embracing I cut and spilt the dearest blood
I'm praying for her soul as this blood on my hands stains me whole…
You were my life, from you I fed of And now parted by knife - the suicide of our love So callous and frigid was that stillborn soul… yet no other half could ever make me whole
You promised: "…'til death do us part", and then you made a stone of my heart
And with the last rays of the setting sun the loveless pulse fades away No more beating as one, no longer burns the flame
Gone are the times when I felt alive Gone are those nights with you by my side And now here I stand as the shadows grow deep… With the death on my hand at your grave I weep
We were one yet not the same… Once passion abundant, now pain
And with the last rays of the setting sun the loveless pulse fades away No more beating as one, no longer burns the flame
…Love laved with stillness like the grave in my heart and all the reasons huddled in your seeping blood…
And with the last rays of the setting sun the loveless pulse fades away No more beating as one, no longer burns the flame And with the last rays of the setting sun she bled her love away No more beating as one, no longer burns the flame

blue eyes blue

I thought that you'd be loving me. I thought you were the one who'd stay forever. But now forever's come and gone And I'm still here alone.
'Cause you were only playing, You were only playing with my heart. I was never waiting, I was never waiting for the tears to start.
It was you who put the clouds around me. It was you who made the tears fall down. It was you who broke my heart in pieces. It was you, it was you who made my blue eyes blue. Oh, I never should have trusted you.
I thought that I'd be all you need. In your eyes I thought I saw my heaven. And now my heaven's gone away And I'm out in the cold.
'Cause you had me believing, You had me believing in a lie. Guess I couldn't see it, I guess I couldn't see it till I saw goodbye.
'Cause you were only playing, You were only playing with my heart. I was never waiting, I was never waiting for the tears to start. It was you who put the clouds around me. It was you.
Oh, I never should have trusted you. Oh, I never should have trusted you. Oh, I never should have trusted you.

Enchantment

No words shall be here for the first time entering the blog world. Let them see and feel the colors of power reside by day that will never return to us in hand old existence of damned soul....years and years wondering around, embraced by these technological revolution and persistence, made hand in hand to suit what they called 'modernization'...

Thus the funny part i endup writing in a blog myself rather than an old soaked in blood diary that i used to,in my previous centuries of writings....will then i survived....

As an introduction, i will come to introduce some parts of my life...which to be disclose soon,and i dont know if its a wise thing to do or not. Its a remembrance of love....i think. Then if its not, consider it would be something that happened for real...and its real....its just that it had happened years ago...1998.....so mind me when i can hardly arrange all the memories and the exact wordings back into this blog....so....the time counts.....